DAMIEN TAN HAN KIAP ' DIARY

I MISS YOU

2010-06-18T03:06:00.001+08:00

i miss you!

WORLD CUP IS HERE,
LET WATCH TOGETHER! :)
nothing much to post , GO ENGLAND!

meeee misss you!
do you know that?

Love

2010-06-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a boy
if she was pretty.
He said no.
She asked him
if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.
She then asked him
if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away,
he grabbed her arm
and told her to stay, he said,
"You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever,
I need to be with you forever.
I wouldn't cry if you walked away,
I would die."

HURT

2010-05-30T17:05:00.004+08:00

long time since i post uh,
think you guys will not read my blog anyway.
but somehow i just got the feeling to blog out my feeling.

i want to give up. seriously.
i'm very tired. life sucks.

i hate studies but i have no choice.
olevels is just tomorrow.
and i'm not fully prepared yet.

my parent only give me more problems.
they only think that i hurt their feeling badly,
but do they ever think how hurt i'm too?

i miss you , always wanted you by my side.
but i know i cant. everynight , i just
hug my boster tight, foolishly thinking
it was you.

right now,
i'm just putting on a fake smile.
my heart cry everyday.
i don't know wad to do.
i'm slowly breaking down.

sorry i did not tell you how i feel.
i dont wish to affect your studies.
i cant be selfish.

BUT , i'm trying hard to find my way back.
studying for tomorrow chinese now.
good luck everybody.

JASMINE POST'S

2010-03-03T20:42:00.003+08:00

HOLA! <;
Damien Chi's comp Sotsot, So Jasmine came to post for him huh. So good ah. :D
LALALALAA, DAMIEN'S AN ASS.
CRAPCRAP, BLABLA. :D
LOL.
Hm recently they played the Morth Zone tournaments. In the end, Lost to Presby. Was a close game. :/
Nvmnvm, CHEER UP, COUNT ON THE BASKETBALL GIRLS AH! WOOO :D .
O'lvls coming le, JIAYOUS AH DAMIEN. C:
Shall end here alr , BYEBYE :D.

P/S: Thank me ah DCDB, I post for u ley! HAHA. ;D

COUSINS CAKE ;)

2010-01-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

My cousin 21st birthday party! :D
SUPER NICE RIGHT THE CAKE?
haha.

BUGIS TRIP

2010-01-24T21:00:00.004+08:00

POST,POST,POST~
woooooh.
Yesterday went out with the basketball boys to watch "the spy next door"
LMAO! damn funny lurhs.
they went shopping after that , bought pants & cloths at bugis street.
i'm the first to go home as i must reach home before 10pm.
so train home alone.
watch soccer match , MANCHESTER UNITED WIN 4-o! :D
Rooney score all four goal. :D
hmmm, then sms with alien till 2am jiu fall asleep le.

TODAY,
went out early in the morning to eat breakfast.
afterthat went my uncle house.
follow by going to Bugis to buy my cloths & pants.
HAPPY,HAPPY!
bought a pink polo tee & two bermudas pant.
lunch after that & my uncle and my aunty are now at my house now playing MAHJONG.
PHEW tomorrow got north zone match against woodgrove,
jiayou SENGKANG!

Procrastinating

2010-01-23T13:47:00.003+08:00

should i say i'm procrastinating?
blah blah blah,
i should be doing my homework now ,
there is chinese , english , maths , cme , alomost every subject lurhs!
feeling very lazy to do even i have damn lot of free time.
CAN SOMEONE WAKE ME UP & TELL ME TO STOP SLACKING?
O'level Year duh.

Not much to talk about today.
early morning tuition.
now , HOME-ED!

YESTERDAY,
early morning meet sn.
but brandon , jon & weiling were there too.
school ended at 12.30.
lots of free time after school as i dont have to go for the CCA carnival thingy.
slack around with weiling & brandon .
going around disturbing our friends cca places.
have our lunch outside the school kopitiam and went back to school again.
went NCC place to play with their laser gun.
went to red cross place to eat their hotdog.
HAHA miss shen dont allow but still manage to get one :D
called my dad around 6 to ask him to fetch me home.
while waiting for him to come ,
sit outside bubble tea shop there with sunny,yingxuan,anna,GARFIELD.

gtg now!
MEET BASKETBALL TEAM!
bye!

CAMP PHOTO

2010-01-17T17:02:00.010+08:00

MORE PHOTO DURING THE CAMP!
4E4 ROCKSS!

CAMP VIDEO

2010-01-17T16:50:00.003+08:00

VIDEO! :DD I LOVE THIS PART!

CAMP TRIP :))

2010-01-17T01:49:00.004+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP!

CHEER FROM THE CAMP :DD

E4 NI XI BU XI HUAN? OH MAMA WO XI HUAN, OH MAMA WO XI HUAN, PI LI PA LA WO XI HUAN, WO XI HUAN!

E4 HOW YOU FEELING? I FEEL SO GOOD, AHAH! I FEEL SO GOOD, AHAH! I FEEL SO GOOD I FEEL SO GOOD I FEEL SO GOOD, AH, AH, AH!!

let's do some hokey pokey!

YOU PUT YOUR RIGHT HAND IN, YOU PUT YOUR RIGHT HAND OUT, YOU GO IN OUT IN OUT, SHAKE IT ALL ABOUT!

YOU DO THE HOKEY POKEY AND TURN YOURSELF AROUND, THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUTTTTT!

YOU PUT YOUR LEFT HAND IN, YOU PUT YOUR LEFT HAND OUT, YOU GO IN OUT IN OUT, SHAKE IT ALL ABOUT!

YOU DO THE HOKEY POKEY AND TURN YOURSELF AROUND, THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUTTTTT!

and you go, heyyyyyyyyyyyy, HOKEY POKEY! (clapclap) heyyyyyyyyy, HOKEY POKEY! heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, HOKEY POKEY! THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT!

HELLO PEOPLES! i'm like back from camp. :D

though this's alr the 3rd time i went to this campsite, it's not as boring as i thought la. But its not as fun as i thought too! LOL.

idk this batch of new trainers are so, i was hoping that our class would get a fun trainer with us at the campsite

but our class is soo damn lucky that we get a handsome & caring trainer la!

-screams-

hahaha. he is a 7pointer for Os', and he's waiting for A level results now. i was like '' WOW & 7POINTS ? okay, enough of trainers. actually on the first day of camp i really had no mood. due to some reasons.

Day1

we were on our way to the campsite. then fall asleep in the bus while going to the campsite :D blah, blah, reached campsite. then..! we did some ice breakers, some games, lalala! then we had our lunch , the food was not that bad , i eat alot! then we had candle wars. very very bad game plan i think! cos alot of fights between friends from other class.

Day2

Played whale watch, wad muesse. quite fun, but i did it when i was sec2. so, yah. then after that was challenge valley. the milo pool thingy!

got 3activity. i did all three. most of the girl only did two cos they dont wan to get wet from the milo pool! hahas! BUT SO FUN LURHS THE SLIDE! then we had a talk at lunch. everybody slept in the theatre la, cos tired plus got air con haha! then we build catapult. ALMOST won the record la, sian. but we had lotsa fun, so it's worth it :D plus we only got 20min to build while other class got 1 hour! (cos the who talk so much =.=) learned knots, but i forget liao! hahaha :D then challenging pole. i did not went. cos i'm very very afraid of height, haha! had a night hike/walk , like wtf laaaa!

SO BORING YET SO MUDDY , made my whole shoe so dirty.

Day3

Noodle for breakfast, oily! Going to SBWR. scenary is nice :D and the tree-climbing crab is so cute la! Sarimbun challenge after lunch, missed a station. i bet all other classes also missed one. not enough time lurhs. FUNFUNFUN! then obviously, WE HAD CAMPFIREEEEE! Thankfully the rain stop before the campfire start :)

oh yahhh! for our class performance, we had JOE as our star! OMG, YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN HOW OUR CLASS DID IT!

DAMN FUCKING FUNNY! we sang MJ's thriller and Fools Garden lemon tree along with joe. got actions somemore, damn funny laaaa! ( BELOW PIC IS JOE SINGING ) still got joe claps and everything. "give me one joe clap , ACTTTTTTT! " three cheer & three cheer & three cheer for joe pang " hiphip ACT ,hiphip ACT ,hiphip ACT" that night went to kenrick dom to play then after that to yanheng dom to sleep that night.

Day4

area cleaning, blahblah, and i'm finally off back to school. went to compass with the whole 2e2'o8 gang to eat. most went to kfc eat while me , weiling & brandon & michelle went to pizza hut to eat. The basketball boys were there too :DD lastly, when skcc to play basketball. afterthat back home with jon in cab!

TIRED LURHS!

stop writing here , bye people! :D take care.

DAMIEN'TAN HAN KIAP! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-02T19:21:00.010+08:00

BLOGGING! :DD welcome me back people!

First thing before i start blogging!

新年快乐! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR , 2010! :D

Hope everyone had a great year ahead & have a successful year!
let me upload some picture i take during the holidays before i start talking.

Those photo are taken during,
SPORTLEADER CAMP.
CAMBODIA TRIP @ STUDENT LEADER.
MARINA @ FAMILY TRIP.

Two months of holidays,
oh well , its pass super fast yeah people?
very "BUSY" holiday this year ,
back to school for remedia & training.
CAMP & CAMP & MORE CAMP also!
really enjoyed all the camp i went , thanks to everyone who had attended camps with me :)
Training & match with basketball boys was fun! :DD
played damn lot of friendly match with other schools,
two things i wanna say :
1) SENGKANG SEC DAMN SMALL & BUGET COMPARED TO OTHER SCHOOLS.
-
2) WE KEEP WINNING :) YAYYYY!
competition are just around the corner ,
if i'm not wrong should be around mid-jan.
lets do the school proud yeah boys! :D

Other than going back to school ,
had alot of outing with all MY DEAR FRIENDS!

Went out with basketball boys on 17 dec ,
yijun , jonathan , marcus , fangqi , denzel , jiawei , jiajun , hanling , alvin & elvis.
watch " AVATAR " @ bugis.
meet Rachel there cos she wan pass me my present :DD
THANKYOU :D
after the movie we rush down to watch SINGAPORE SLINGERS vs THAILAND TIGER
@ singapore indoor stadium :D
followed by having supper @ CHOMP CHOMP.
went out in the morning , back home at 1plus am :X
.
Chrismas eve ,
watch alvin & the chipmunks with my family :D
THEODORE VERY CUTE!
very very cute & funny!
after that happen to meet zongxuan there so went both walk around orchard together.
saw the basketball boys there as well.
cant go out with them cos have to watch movie with my family,
sorry guy :)
.

During chrismas ,
Morning meetup with yifang at compass point to have breakfast.
watch sherlock holmes with Brandon , weiling , regina & shengning during afternoon.
all of us then accompany regina to find Rachel chrismas present.
had lots of fun chatting with them during the whole trip :)
dinner together at culture pot @ marina.
its a buffet dinner.
cost me $21 but its worth for me.
cos i eat like crazy.
example : ate 19 prawns! :D
train home quite late after that as well.
.
3e3 chalet with basketball boys ,
early in the morning played match with the senoir @ skss.
lunch at pizza hut ,
skcc to play basketball.
headed home afterwards then meet the basketball boys again around evening time.
take bus 88 there.
dinner at kopitiam.
hmmm , we did nothing there at all.
just walk around and talk craps.
laugh laugh & laugh.
slack around.
reach home around 1am also.
.
New year celebration.

hohoho, once again happy 2010 everyone!
first went out to have dinner with parent at east coast :D
head to compass point after that.
Rachel sit my father car then off we go to kenrick house!
there got Jonathan , yanheng , siva , james , kenrick , josson , brandon , darren , bryan , ivan , zongzuan & kenrick ofcos. plus regina , shengning & Rachel for the girls.
play basketball , soccer.
cycle cycle also.
COUNTDOWN!
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
FIREWORK at 12am!
SMS KEPT COMING.
After new year celebration ,
regina shengning went home.
sive james josson brandon darren went home too.
the rest ton at kenrick house.
Rachel also did went home but abit later.
cycle her home back to hougang with kenrick & yh around 2plus.
wahhhh got people at the back of the bike very tired leh.
she grip till my shoulder very " suan "
BACK to kenrick house to bath & had supper.
watch movie afterwards.
play murderer with pokerCards.
DAMN FUN :)
if you had stay , you could have see bryan dancing "GEE"
LAUGH till stomach damn pain.
true or dare next.
slept at 8am & wake up at 12pm.
lunch there & went home.

PHEW! finally finish typing.
school is going to start again le,
have to work hard next year cos "o'level"
cant wait to see all my friends again :)
one worry ,
I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK!
JIALET!
nevermind i bet there will be alot of my friends who have not done finish too :)

SEEYA BACK IN SCHOOL AGAIN PEOPLE!
HOLIDAY IS ENDING!
O'level IS COMING!
TAKECARE :DD

D'amienTHK :)

SPORTLEADER CAMP!

2009-11-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

OKAY , long time since i post already.
back to blogging!
hahas , time past very fast.
one month of the school holiday is over (nov)
now we only have one more month(dec) of the school holiday left =.=
spend the holiday going overseas do CIP , going to camps , basketball match , training.
hardly had anytime to study yet.
only manage to do some e-maths TYS question.
hope i could complete soon.

SPORTLEADER CAMP!
hmmmmmmmmm, CAMPCAMPCAMP) )))) !
very tired yet fun for this camp.
go east coast park play water bomb , play lot&lots of games.
at night we have night trail :DDD
HAHAHAHA! i acted as a ghost and put made up to my face , cover with white toilet roll all around me :) hide somewhere afterthat & wait for them to come. they "jump" / "scream" when they saw me. jolene even fall down =.=! still almost wanted to punch me. LOL.
BBQ time , eat some food then go play soccer! :D
During LIGHTS-OFF ,
all still very much awake.
so we played card's game like bluff ,
sitting in a group then chitchat.
walking around the school.
overall enjoy the whole camp :D
HAVE REGRETS FOR THIS CAMP!
- i cant watch my manchester united match :(
- i cant watch arsn vs chelsea :(
- i cant watch barca vs Real marid :(
NVM , thanks my brother for updating me the result :D
went CP to have mac with weiling they all.
then go follow see regina buy present.
bus-ed home afterthat.
HOME-SWEET-HOME.
another camp coming soon.
soooooo , hope it will be fun :D
goodnights reader's!

haiz.
my heads are in a real mess now.
y suddenly like that?

STORY

2009-11-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

Story of a marriage.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.

I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me.

But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.

So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.

I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way,

I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.If you do, you just might save a marriage.

PHOTO IN CAMBODIA

2009-11-20T18:59:00.004+08:00

PART ONE PHOTO!
MORE COMING OUT :D

BIRTHDAY CAKE!

2009-11-14T23:28:00.003+08:00

THIS CAKE IS DAMN COOL! :D my aunt birthday cake!

CAMBODIA

2009-11-14T19:08:00.003+08:00

CAMBODIA! :D
going off to airport at 3am later.
back in 19nov.
SEEYA IN SINGAPORE SOON.
hahas.
byebye!

SPORTLEADER!

2009-11-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO , i jump higher than zheng chao alot wor!
hmmmmm those are the photo taken with the sportleader's!
have alot of fun with them :D
anyway i am flying off to cambodia soon.
countdown : 6days!
wish me good luck! hahas.
byebye everyone :)

CAMBODIA TRAINING

2009-11-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

Today morning , went to the cambodia training.
hahas had lot of fun.
take picture here & there.
playing games together and thinking lot's of idea together as a group!
suddenly, my dad call me,
where it spoil my whole day.
he call me say MR EDWIN WONG called him say i morning never go for his math lesson.
i already tell him yesterday that i cant go because i got this cambodia thingy.
he still somemore say OKAY.
you know wad he tell me when i go find him?
" you should have tell me about this , i thought you run or dont wan come my class. "
" nono , you did not tell me yesterday , no teacher come tell me you can be excuse for lesson. "
FUCK?
i already attended all the lesson on the timetable already lorh.
is only i got something on then cant go mah.
somemore i got tell him and he said "OKAY"
this lead to my father scolding me.
& that MR WONG SCOLDING.
cant stand him now. very angry.
spoil my whole day.
alright going stop here ,
byebye reader's!

2009-11-04T19:55:00.001+08:00

INJECTION

2009-11-02T23:04:00.004+08:00

WAHHHHHHHHH!
today went to TAN TOCK SENG hospital today.
take the influenza and typhoid jabs.
OMG , i dont like jab at all.
The first session of the Cambodia training today morning,
we played the ice-breaker game & had our vacination.
Although the ice-breaker games took us about 4 hours,
I think everyone had enjoyed ourselves at the TOLC room.
Before the programme started,
we only talk to friends whom we know and did not really step forward to make new friends until we began our first ice-breaker game.
I had lots of fun from the games, but most importantly was the chance for me to really know people from other levels and CCAs.
next up we went to TTSH to take jab.
was very nervous cos had to take 2 jabs.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
afterthat went to compass point with yanheng , kenrick , siew hua , zong , ivan.
talk very long at the mac.
went around the shop's afterthat.
home around 9pm.
VERY TIRED!
gonna rest! night's everyone.

LOST

2009-10-29T20:45:00.002+08:00

when will i ever learn to appreciate thing i have?
one moment i thought i get everything work out ,
today , i felt so lost yet again.
i dunno wad to do.

2009-10-20T18:21:00.003+08:00

PHOTO'S!

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU

2009-10-16T22:22:00.001+08:00

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU.

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh
eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Why?

2009-10-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

why?
tear's yet again fall.
my cousin ask me why it happen this way ,
i told them i dunno.
seriously i dont , they thought i dont wan tell them.
went to see pervious month's post.
i cant really control my sadness.
really wonder why.
why? dont ask me cos i dont know.
chinese paper today , hmmm quite easy.
after school went home with kenrick ,hafifi.
going for wedding dinner tonight.
let's hope this cheer me up abit bah.
bye people.

Wedding

2009-10-04T19:55:00.011+08:00

Today,
is the big day for my uncle.
He got married at last after waiting for so many years.
We could not book the ballroom today so the Wedding dinner will be on Tuesday.
Woke up very early to go to my grandma's house for the tea ceromony.
There was no food till 11 plus, ard 12 that time, the buffet then came.
Finally got to eat.
My uncle's wife was a beautiful bride,
now have to change to call her shengsheng instead of Jiejie,
but cant get use to calling her like that.
Stay at my grandma house till 6 plus, then went to Meridian Hotel to have dinner.
Woohoo!!! Buffet leh!!! Haha.
There were alot of food to choose from so me and my cousin eat like none stop.
The cake was so delicious, i luv them alot especially the chocolate flavoured ones.
We took up like 2 tables as we got ard 25 ppl that went for the dinner. picture are below :)

i eat damn lot :) i take picture. slowly see bah. hahas

i eat everything you see here too :) hahas.
woohooo, this is damn nice :)

desert :)

salmon fish and rice

ice cream :)

damien,
i am letting it go,
i hope i can.
(L)

THANK YOU.

2009-09-23T18:53:00.002+08:00

Today ,
as usual , is very bored during lesson.
very tired. feel like sleeping every lesson.
but somehow i did not cos EOY coming so have to listen to class.
after school today , had a priceless chat with my chinese teacher.
i am really greatful to her.
THANK YOU! :D
i will remember very word you tell me.
thanks for sharing your past story with me too.
at least for now , i dont feel so lost.
i will try to move on , and take it as a lesson.
its not easy but i have to try.
Anyway sorry for making you have such a " busy lunch! "
i somehow feel bad.
SO SORRY! D:

phewww.
did relax myself today.
played soccer after my lunch.
its has being so long since i enjoy myself so much.
did not force myself this time round. just relax and enjoy.
reach home feeling super tired.
gonna sleep very early today (i hope i can)
thats all folks~
goodnight! :)

Damien.
TYVM!

Useless

2009-09-22T20:08:00.005+08:00

I remember the time when i first meet you .
You're the only girl that cares to bothers about me ,
I remember how quiet you are last time ,
But i still manage to talk to you in the end .
I still remember you said i am the first boy you ever chat on the phone .
I remember how happy we used to be last time .
How i wish those happy times can last forever .
You are the only girl who made me cry so much ,
You are the ony girl who can give me so much happiness .
Although i knw you're hurt by me sometimes .
You always give in and said nothing about it .
You are the nicest girl i have ever meet .
I mean it .
All this past memory is something i can't forget ,
The most precious moment i ever had .
I choose to let it go ,
Cause i am not worth your love at all .
I am just a useless and dumb guy whereas you are a smart and worthy girl everyone would wish to have .
Smart girls will not want stupid guy .
I can only blame myself that you leave me .
But still i wanna say ,
I love you .
I miss you .
I am sorry for treating you so badly now .
Go on and hate me as much as you want bah .
Because the more i talk to you , the more i will hurt you . Right ?
I am sorry .
Really Sorry .
Must know because stupid people like me will hurt you with my stupid words .

Damien.

Cheer up.

2009-09-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

To: tricia.

dearest meimei! cheep up okay? i know you are very sad. if it happen to me i will be very sad too.
i might not be a much help today. but think your friends are there for you bah & will help you cheer up too.
i useless korkor mah so cant help you out much when you meet help. sorry :(
i dunno how to contact you now , so i just have to wait for you to go online and see this.
SMILE meimei , be strong , i believe those people who steal your class people de thing will have no good ending.
korkor curse them like siao liao okay? @*^#*(^!@^#*&^!@&^#*&^!@#^.
& if you got a phone that can use must straight away tell korkor. me will miss sms you :(
really. in fact i everyday also hope you got sms me. everytime if i recieve a new sms , you know what i will do?
" pray hard that it was you who send me the sms " really. you are my dearest meimei , i only love you the most.
i take you as the closest one to me even if we does not seem to be the closest most of the time. my heart say you are the closest to me.
most important thing must cheer up and get over with it hao mah?
CHEERUP!

To people who lost their phone or money:

hey, i know you guy will be very upset.
i will be very upset if it happen to me to.
cheer up bah. no point being sad le.
let just curse those bad guys instead.
*()@#(*@(#*&$(*&$)@#$(* ......
CHEERUP!

To people who stole those things:

what are you guys thinking?
or rather did you even use your brain before you steal?
THOSE ARE NOT YOUR THING!
wan it then go buy la.
you never think of people feelings one arh?
what if your things are being stolen instead?
will you feel sad?
i just got three word for you people.
" YOU ARE HEARTLESS"
where has your heart gone to?
people like you will have no good ENDING.
fcuk you.

Reason

2009-09-11T22:37:00.004+08:00

GRRRRRRRR!
i am back blogging :)
phew , finally i am much happy now.
i will stay strong & live on~
Thanks to all my friend's who have been so good&nice to me :)
not listing out cos there will be too many.
but one thing still , i love her

YESTERDAY EVENT,
yesterday , did not go training.
cos i dont feel like playing anymore.
instead , went to bryan house play basketball with ;
Tingfang Friendly , sinhui , bryan , jeffery , yanheng , edmund , shijie , kenrick , sara , nicole , kaijie and ivan .
HAHAHA , did not play the first match.
instead eat my chicken rice and heart to heart talk with tingfang Friendly.
hmmmmm found out we have many thing's in common :)
Played match after that!
Tingfang Friendly , sinhui , bryan and jeffery & me , played against yanheng , edmund , shijie , kaijie and ivan .
guess who win?
ofcos is my team la dey!
*clap*
somemore my team got two girls wor :}
hahas.
went home quite late , about 7plus.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr , get scolded by mum.

TODAY.
meet Tingfang Friendly , Yanheng , Zong , nicole , mavis , yingqing , sara at compass to have lunch before going to mrs tan lesson.
grrrrrrrr , most was late =.=
Went foodcourt for lunch and bused back to school .
Was already late and we're still slowly taking our own sweet time
went in to class 20 mins late with the whole BIG GANG! hahs.
in the end mrs tan let us go at 4.20 instead of 4pm.
sit beside TANYANHENG and tingfang friendly.
LOL , TANYANHENG is a bad guy!
talk & talk & talk during the lesson.
eat & eat & eat during the lesson. *OPSS*
bleh , afterthat have to choice.
play majong with bernice , wanying , ziying , xinhui
OR
play basketball at russell house with yanheng , tingfang friendly , zong , kaijie & yongshun.
in the end went to play basketball :)
kenrick & ivan join in much later.
& , ended up going off very late too.

Seriously , i am so tired.
tomorrow still got basketball match.
dont feel like going. shall decided tomorrow.

Grrrrrrrr, i dont understand why at all.
why? why? why?
but i know there must be a reason.
reason why this thing had happen .
althought i dont know the reason ,
i will respect & will understand the choice you made.
i believe you made this choice because of a certain reason.
try to cheer up too ,
know you have alot problem's too yeah?
take care my dearest sis.
lastly smile :)

bleh, now smsing friendly , kenrick & tsn .
have nothing much to do.
facebook-ing , blog skipping is wad i always do now.
thinking of sleeping soon :)
shall stop here!
byebye reader ,
GOODNIGHT & SWEETDREAM.

MISSES

2009-09-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

DONT WISH TO TALK , LET PICTURE DO THE TALKING!
found this picture by michelle.

USELESS

2009-09-05T16:08:00.006+08:00

Is there really a thing called 'happy ending' ?
to me , it's just a lie.
Every night i cry myself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me.
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
随记忆一直晃到现在
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full of regret.
****** *** *** *U** , * L*** Y** & * W*** Y** B***.

BASKETBALL MATCH TODAY,
haiz, i just dont feel like playing every match.
somehow , i dont have the passion anymore to play in a basketball match.
i rather wish to sit in bench than playing.
anyway , today lose to christ church.
i hate myself , y cant i help the team to win?
i am so useless.
everything i do = fail.
DAMIEN TAN HAN KIAP ,
where have you gone to?
when are you going to come back?
Bored day at home.
gonna just sleep my whole day off.

Damien,
tear's that never end.
promise to stay strong still.

2009-09-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

I HATE LIFE!
bleh , i really hate life.
seriously , everything seem's to goes wrong.
even thing's that should not have gone wrong , goes wrong.
FRIDAY ( i hate friday!)
just dont like friday!
today in school , hmmmm 4period free :)
yesterday school 6period free :)
two day's got 10period free!
grrrrrrrrr , wake up at 7.15am today.
reach school was 7.40! LATE! :(
after school today went for chinese remedia lesson.
play basketball for awhile then went punggol plaza ,
with brandon , weiling , yingjie & eeling to have lunch.
after lunch went my house.
lionel lee join in later.
around 6plus they went off.
Talk to shengning on msn today :)
talk to rachel on phone.
thanks for the chat!
thanks xinhui too :)
RACHEL! ( anyway you watch out! grrrrrrrrrrrrr! )
GTR!
hahas , tomorrow got basketball match.
goodluck to me bah :)
goodnight everyone!
takecare! :D

Damien,
i love you.

silent love

2009-09-02T22:18:00.005+08:00

CHINESE, CHINESE, CHINESE!
I use two hours to complete my test.
LOL , other people finish during one hour.
then in the end have to made all my friend&teacher to wait for me to finish.
SORRY EVERYONE! THANKS ANYWAY!
after chinese test went off with yongshun, bernice & wanying to compass.
bought food and went to find ziying. LOL, i and yongshun spent alot money on FOOD.
walk to wanying house afterthat. we play badminton at the court near her house.
The shuttercord i hit , "erm hmm"
hahas ask yongshun wad happen! :)
eat & eat & eat , play & play & play.
play till tired le then we all go to the playground to do HOMEWORK.
yeah you did not hear wrongly , DO HOMEWORK :)
around 6plus we leave & off i go and meet my parent at rivervile mall.
take LRT with ziying & yongshun.
eat my dinner @ rivervile mall & went home.

Phew , lets talk about yesterday.
yanheng , eelin , weiling , brandon , kenrick & ivan come my house.
played PS2 & monopoly & com.
woooooooo , guess wad ?
weiling was again first to lose in monopoly.
hahas , she only manage to buy one property out of the possible 34 property.
followed by eelin & ivan to go bankrupt. left me and brandon.
In the end brandon won. lucky one *wink*
eat KFC at my house afterthat and they went home around 7plus.
alright gonna end here le.
takecare people :)

damien,
silent love.
silent waiting.

SMILE

2009-08-31T21:52:00.003+08:00

Long time since i post ,
thanks everyone for cheering me up :)
i am fine now. i will move on!
gonna reply all the tagged here , "THANK YOU ALL!" its nice having so many wonderful friends.
i will stay strong :) dont worry.
Today super tired man , play inter class games.
YEEEEEEEEPEEEEEEEEEEE,
3E4 GOT SILVER! :) *clapclap*
i got play in the match too de ok , i am proud of myself :D
but during the match got all sorts of fights . agrrrrr , y must they solve problem by fighting leh?
i really dont understand them at all...
afterthat when to "somewhere" then play basketball.
i am so tired now , and idiot break my toe nail's. PAIN!
okay gonna end here le :)
takecare people! S-M-I-L-E :D

thing just have to goes this way to be better,
but i still love her..
but nvm , i am staying strong!
let fate decide everything bah.
she is my dearest sister :)
dont bully her , cos something bad is gonna happen to you if you do!
dont say i never warn you..
hahas..
smile :D

i love you

2009-08-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

无论我需要等到天涯海角，我都会等下去.

i still love you & wan you back.
i will wait for you no matter how long.

Picture

2009-08-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

photo taken last sat.

hanging on

2009-08-26T19:44:00.002+08:00

stay strong boi , stay strong.

unwanted

2009-08-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

i am single now,
whywhywhy?
cos i am useless.
cos i am dumb.
i hate myself.

i love you

2009-08-19T16:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 10th MONTH baby ♥

i love you , the only girl i love.
i will never let you leave me,
because i wan you forever.
stay happy baby!
boiboi love you & miss you lots~
muack ♥

Yesterday was rather a super tired day,

had PE early in the morning.
played against 3e3 in floorball.
both our girl's&boy's team win! (:
dont know wads the girls score. but the boys win 7-5.
come on 3e4'09 , you guy can win this if we play hard (:
starting to hate teacher's who keep scolding our class when it is not our fault.
this is being unfair. go scold those who did wrong la , y keep scolding the whole class?
nevermind enough of this. dont care also la if they wanna scold.
after school wanted to go home de cos not feeling well, but in the end still went sportleader.
played handball.
Afterthat miss sem order pizza & drinks for us.
THANK'S MISS SEM! :D

TODAY, come to school with tricia.
i really miss her alot lorh! :(
chinese teacher never come again. had freedom!
after school play basketball & went home.
tonight there will be manchester united match at 2.40am.
watching anyone?
cos i will be watching :)
seeya tomorrow guy's! bye'

i love you

2009-08-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

Damien damien damien ,
wad are you doing?
how come you become like this?
you are becoming weaker & weaker each day.
you use to be strong no matter wad happen ,
but y cant you do that now? why?
are you tired? are you ... ? wad happen to you?
come on wake up now , please wake up ...

i love you

2009-08-16T09:51:00.004+08:00

yesterday just went to east coast beach alone to relax.
watch the clear blue sky ,
the sound of the sea ,
made me forget all problem's in my mind.
draw on the sand & took picture of it (:
choose to go alone cos i feel better this way.
how i wish i could stay there forever ,
dont have to worry about anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANYING! (:

i love you

2009-08-15T13:26:00.005+08:00

COLLECTION OF NEWSPAPER TODAY!
hahs picture again! :)

The word below , " For sengkang sec student , old newspaper."
"DO NOT press my doorbell"
They leave their newspaper and leave this note with those newspaper.

ZOOM IN~

This photo is taken by miss loh! CLASS PHOTO!

CLASS PHOTO.

SATURDAY , have to wake up early for this CIP trip.
to collect newspaper with the class around rivervile blocks.
hmmm, quite fun.
me , boonkiat , wanying , bernice , jiahui one group.
cos teacher say must have a boy in each group.
Knock,knock on people door. some give , some did not.
many did not even open their door. =.=
but still manage to get quite alot of newspaper.
OHH then came the spooky part , the lift we take was jam.
it move up , then stop halfway at 6&7 floor.
but after awhile the lift start to move again.
The moment the lift open at 8floor , everyone dash out!
oo i tell you block 121 was rather a weird block. wanying get freak out.
everyone gather back at block 122A soon after we clear all blocks.
take class photo & teacher's release us after that.
EPL starting today , FINALLY CAN WATCH LE!
after close to two month of not watching soccer!
i am going back to my normal crazy self ,
i learn alot of things this month & last month ,
i learn to stay happy ,
i learn that its does not matter if you're not there everytime ,
as long as you are happy(even if you dont have the time to pei me) , thats good enough for me.
i dont wish for anything more le,
the most important thing is that our heart will still lock together.
i just wish that you are happy everyday, if you're sad i am always there.
I Love you♥
I learn that friends are important ,
i dont care if they are going to repeat wad they do,
i decided to just forget everything,
get back to the old canteen table & have breakfast with them during reccess.
maybe this few week without all of you , i indeed learn alot of important lesson in my life.
i decided it because i know you all are a bunch of good friends,
how i know? that is because of the past.
when we use to have spent so much time together & have lots of fun.
that proves to me eveything.
but still , please learn to play smart.
you can play pranks, but dont cross the limit.
so i want to apologies to everyone if i have overplayed.
phewww.
you guys , talk to me again :)
i wan recieve sms from you guys!
Rachel happy le mah?
tell you after common test i will made up my mind le.
haiyo.
i LOVE all my friends from 2e2'08 , 3e4'04 equally! :)

i love you

2009-08-11T22:29:00.010+08:00

PICTURE'S!

Thats me below! :)

That the national day parade de boat in the sea!

Can you see the parade?

Firework! (: enjoy!

That's a small cake that they made for my grandma!

My brother playing PSP

My another brother drinking fruit juice!

My cousin , weird one.

Another cousin of mine. This is normal.

My brother playing with my cousin

WATER!

chilli crab , hmmmmm :)

she's eating. & there the crab (:

This piece goes into my mouth (:

same for this one :0

pepper crab!

Girls's cousin taking photo with grandma.

Now the boy's take photo with grandma.

again :)

we all take togeher now! :)

WOW, eat alot that day till my stomach full.
take lots of picture & see the nicenice :) firework!
see the plane & boats in action.
like i am in the parade like that.
chit chat with cousin , i have lots of them.
although i was still sick that day , still manage to have some fun.
Today, Tired day.
leave school at 3.30 with lots of books.
cos girlgirl never come school today so jiu take books to her house.
we study together and off i went home♥
ending here , going to sleep le , there is cmt tomorrow.
nights.

Damien,
i realise i need you
alot♥

i love you ~ happy national day!

2009-08-09T12:12:00.004+08:00

I am sick,
dunno today can go to my grandma birthday celebration not.
I miss her badly ,
if only she was here with me now )':

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!
Today is national day 9/8/o9.

Damien,
i wan more time
with you! ):

i love you

2009-08-08T07:57:00.002+08:00

Why am i always feeling like this?
i hate myself.
i'am sick & tired ,
using com at 7am because i cant get to sleep anymore.
i am rather tired,
happy things alway come to my mind now,
cos i not at all happy with my life now.
i wish upon a star ,
that i could just sleep ,
and never wake up.

i love you

2009-08-07T17:53:00.004+08:00

Picture of the day! :D

HAHA comment about this photo!
nice right? i take that shoot (:
Today concert ,
hmmmmmmmm!
can i say is boring?
i only like that water bottle the school give.
i got the purple one (:
which alot people wan & i dunno y.
but me give baby instead cos she also want ♥

after school went to block
121 ,121A ,121B ,121C ,121D ,121E ,122 , 122A ,122B ,122C ,122D ,122E
to give out flyer about the newspaper collection on next saterday.
boonkiat & co's plus me went to eat KFC at rivervile mall to had lunch first.
so hungry!
play around at the playground after we finish & took some picture :D on the top!
but i put only one , still have many more. come ask from me!
hahahas~
Anyway going out soon later to gym with my cousin,
tomorrrow still have to report to school for Amath at 9.30am to 11.30am.
ending here folks ,
enjoy your three day holiday! :)
bye.

Damien,
as each day past,
i am trying to think wad i was doing is
RIGHT or WRONG!

i love you

2009-08-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

OK, lets start this off badly.
everything is my fault alright?
i cause it to end this way.
i am petty & so on ... & wadever you guys think.
Today was not having a great day in school too ,
first period kanna scolding ,
english lesson as usual , fall asleep!
math period was having test.
assembly was worst , i am so damn sleepy! ):
Went to pei hua sec afterward to play match.
did not have my lunch cos i didnt feel like eating & there is not much time.
sec 1 played first , result: lose~
sec 2 played second , result: lose~
WORKHARD! , you all can do much better (:
come to sec 3 we won! (:
that's the only thing that i am happy about.
Tomorrow will be national day celebration , looking forward to it!
me wanna watch show :D
early release at 10am afterthat.
dear cant pei me tomorrow , so i should be spending the time at home sleeping!
anyway at least i got to be with her today.
she's always gonna be rather busy at weekend.
so cant disturb her & me will have nothing to do.
life is just so unfair!
just so unfair ...

Think me falling sick soon,
takecare everyone!

Damien,
i wish i was in the
PAST. when everything is much
BETTER!

i love you

2009-08-04T23:00:00.004+08:00

SUPERMAN! hahs.
Today super tired day sia,
got PE , and super intense basketball training.
running out of energy soon.
anyway short post , cos need do homework!
sian =.=!
zzZZZ!
feeling super sleepy now.
goodnight everyone in advance!
♥ I miss ya dear.

Damien,
no matter wad happen,
i still love you♥

I love you

2009-08-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

Just went to 2e2'08 blog , kidda dead le yeah?anyway today was not a bored day like yesterday [which was damn bored.]watch Ice age 3 (3D) in shaw house.wow the ticket was $13 , kidda exp.but the show was funny!keep laughing thoughout the show.i LOVE that little baby , was so~so~so~ cute.after that movie , bought a new bag & have dinner at ion orchard (:I am so giddy for the past few days le,wonder when will this stop.ITS KILLING ME!Alright got to stop crapping,there is school tomorrow,seeya everyone!Takecare! (:

Damien,

dear i miss ya,

i wish you were here now,

i love you ♥

I love you

2009-08-01T13:14:00.004+08:00

What a boring saturday! =.=

there nothing to do at all.

anyway did not go for today amaths because i overslept (:

maybe going out later bah,

depends on my parent.

Anyway y is everyone thinking that wad i am doing is wrong,

they think i should forgive & forget ,

but they dont know how i feel , do they?

they ask me how i can let it go,

they ask me why thing have to go this way,

they ask me why cant thing go back to normal,

forgive them is all everybody wan.

i am not trying to be unreasonable ,

i am just doing what is the best for me thats all.

seriously ,

i feel much happy this way.

I am very happy with them last time , but thats the past.

Hope everyone understands.

Damien,

Thing just have

to go this way.

I love you

2009-07-31T15:11:00.005+08:00

Bad Friday , today i come to school even though i got mc from doctor.but in the end not feeling well in the class.start the day off with ss test , did not study for it =.= yesterday too sick to study,but think i can still pass bah cos i remember wad to write.follow by english , physic & emaths lesson ,BORED!~Shocking news after recess : Tomorrow amaths remedia at 10am at AVA room~OMG, its sat tomorrow sia still need go back school. after school went home myself.Finally she understand how i feel,glad that we have stop the fight,glad that she cares for me so much,glad that everything is back to normal,I love you & i miss you ♥hope to meet you soon,我爱你~♥READER's Please tagged my blog alright?Thank you~

seeya friends , takecare!

Damien,

The 9/months,

The 286 days,

Of love ♥

I love you

2009-07-30T18:27:00.002+08:00

You just dunno how i feel.i hate to fight with you,i hate to made you hurt,i hate my life,i hate not having enough time with you,i hate it.i am always the one who try to think the bright side,but its hard.i am sorry.

Damien,

my hearts hurt.

I love you.

2009-07-29T19:26:00.005+08:00

Look at the picture on the top!

That is me okkay? hahas.

Today early in the morning have to report to the hall,

i tell you something , i hate it , i really hate it!

it is better to go straight to class lorh.

Nevermind forget it. i cant change the rule's also.

if only i can (: *hahaha dream on*

class today , hmmmmm , rather bored because got 4maths period.

after school duty for sport leader again,

wahhh super tired de you know? have to take part , have to help out.

reach home kidda late everyday.

and have lots of HOMEWORK & TEST SIA!

got amath hw , emaths hw , chinese hw , chem hw , physic hw.

ahhhhhh gonna go crazy soon ,

tricia also have alot homwork sia.

chinese lesson today teacher give me a letter,

REPLY: hmmm hahs dont worry (:

i will de! hahs. (if you are here)

try to do better in the test next time bah! hahs.

Other than that i am going to stop writing here le!

Do tagged my blog people :D

you people are always welcome here!

byebye~

Damien,

there is no way back,

i am not going to change my mind.

so please stop asking alright?

TYVM.

I Love You.

2009-07-28T21:13:00.003+08:00

SHIT,SHIT,SHIT!get 4th in long jump, so close of getting a bronze.First time i was late for school =.= reach at 7.45am.by the time i wake up is 7.20am.The whole class was shock when i enter the class. LOLS.class was , as usual quite fun! :Dhave two period free again cos teacher never come.after school went for sportleader , take Amaths paper and off i go.Get 12/30.sian keep failing Amaths!after my sportleader , still got BASKETBALL TRAINING.FCUK~forgot how to play basketball after 2months of not playing basketball.play match, hit two shot , BOTH AIR BALL!not going to play baskeball le la.Phone use halfway , kaboom! blackout! No batt!cant sms my Girl.she is sick never come school today ,hope she recover soon~kidda tired today , reach home at 7.30pm.going to listen to her and sleep at 10pm tonight :Dso goodbye readers , goodnight in advance!

Damien,

you silly girl,

do take care of yourself,

not well jiu rest yeah?

recover soon dear! :D

imy , ily ~

I love you.

2009-07-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING!

THANKS XINHUI FOR HELPING :D

anyway this few week was so called a " disaster "

Lots and Lots of things happen.

choose not to say.

but maybe my mind had already made up,

let time pass and see how things goes bah.

nv play basketball for so long too.

Today have 4period free cos Mdm zurina never come to school.

HAHAHA, had lots of fun playing :D

and people was playing with my hair! LOLS.

anyhow tie somemore. made my hair look super weird.

nevermind i am being kind not to scold them :D

after school wait for tricia to end her ssp and go home with her ♥

now very tired le , going to sleep soon le.

goodnights everyone!

Remember To RELINK AND TAGGED

hahas.

Damien,

there is no way back.